Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i swear tmr when i go to sch, i would like cover my face with books wherever i go
like so malu!
thank god like su told me <3
if not i would live in the dark not knowing and not knowing too why the WTF person tagged all those stuff!
bahh
tell me what to do
HOLD ON
they were the ones who put up their pics in the net right?
so, i just take them, put into the movie maker thing, and put it up back in the net.
SO, i dont have to feel so malu and gulity! =D
and take note, not really many knows my nick, hunnystar1425
gosh!
14!
25!
bahh!
im dead! x(
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6:45 AM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
gosh
yest i cant even get through to this blog.
and the blogger thing. tsktsk
anyways, im so upset over smth that had happened
it cant be true right?
i mean like, you cant leave!
though i know, loving you as a friend, i should respect your decision and for anything that makes you happy
ok. im not so prepared for this but i'll try
losing you as the greatest friend in the world is so....
but whatever. its your choice anyway
im not trying to be what
but even if you cant tolerate that person, you cant just leave US
oh gosh.
ok im gonna stop here. im beginning to cry alr cause it hurts so bad
once again, i felt so lost
months and months ago, i thought that would be the last time i would feel so
but now that its back again, i dont know what to do now
god, i really dont know how to do
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4:27 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
hello
i dunno what to blog abt
haha. seriously, nth is on my mind right now
oh. except for the fact that i have ti reply to frh's sms!
hahaha
thats so random
oh ya. and mly oral, so horrid!
ok thats all i can think of for the moment. HAH
byee
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5:35 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
im feeling like so shitty today i dunno why
mood swings i guess
sigh. what a bad day
getting back math and chi marks tmr!
screams!!
gahh
and and, sorry if i snapped at anyone today, esp sum =(
gosh. im so guilty =x
anyways, HACKS!! hahahah!
i miss honeybun man. damn it.
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6:09 AM
The REAL REAL hanisah is here to blog!
Anyways, today was ok just that I woke up and saw this really ugly girl in the mirror with the worst hair EVER. =/
Went sch.blabla.
Oh. and hanizah's hair sucks. No offence, but it does.
I dunno what she did, but she looks ugly. Or maybe im just not used to it. ohwells.
Ohoh! And kqy looks so HOT when she never tie hair! Haha. =)
not saying me hair's any better! goshes.
Then um. Oh lit and el. Ok I guess la cause its not so boring.
Recess, art. Art was ok too. haha. I think my ideas are a bit too weird.
Anyways, had sci after that was very very productive.
Lunch, I have no comments. Sum and I were perspiring like mad dogs and in the need we accomplished NOTHING!
I cant give the lollipops cause got teacher and sum didn't get the script cause I-dunno-how-come. Heh.
Math. Gosh. Ng sucks man (gefrey disallow me to use his front name!) he was supp to come in for class cause choy not here.
Then our class was not very noisy, like normal, ppl going arnd and chit chatting only, thinking got no lesson.
Then he suddenly not happy, come and shout and scold us. What a loser man.
Then had to do assignments and all.
Had angklung, found out like most of the mly girls fasting! Boo!
I wanted to fast too, but yea cannot.
So sad, angklung was nice, cause I get to stand beside two nice ppl!
Haha. not saying that attiqah and khaliesah are not.
Diyanah is always cracking jokes and entertaining me, so I wasn't bored throughout the whole 2 hrs. dian too, and she kept having to remind me to lift up my angklung! Hah. I think aisyah gave up telling me to do that everytime we wanted to start on a piece. Andand, my angklung kept hitting them while im shaking it. gosh. Hah.
Then went home, saw lyd's gang and all. Hmmm interesting ppl they are, I must say.
They were saying smth I cant hear but I heard my name. gosh. Must be commenting on my sucky hair! =x malu malu
Hah. The good thing is, all of them there are in my stars!
Lets see, *d, *f, *h, *I, *j. ok. I dunno who else were there. Heh
Anyways, eat and chat for quite a long time at redhill.
Went home and all.
Ok I really dunno what to post abt. Haha.
So basically my day wasn't so boring after all =)
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5:54 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
HAHAHA.
farrah THE asshole!
haha. so damn ego ah she. tsktsk
but yeah. thanks! i shall buy for you A lollipop and A sweet! lol
and eew. i dont smile like (:
goon ah you.
i only smile like this --> =)
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10:20 PM
heyyyy this is hanisah! the real one and i'm here to update my blog as usual. nth out of the ordinary
i jus wana thank farrah for helpin me with my links. she's so smart! unlike me dumb dumb, duno anythin abt html and stuff. anyway like i was sayin, farrah's so good at this! haha i shall buy her lots and lots of sweets. YUMM YUMM. yes, thanks to farrah my blog's alive and kickin (:
okay i gtg. bbye! remember, farrah's the smart one!
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11:08 AM
you're sweet and nice
you're fun and lovely
you're pretty and HOT
you're cheeky and sexy
you're positive(not really actually =/) and kind
you're fun-spirited and cute
you're admirable and honest
you're straightforward and understanding
you're angelic 0=) and helpful
you're unique and special
noone can be as good as you
cause you're...
HONEYBUN!
Haha. gosh. That's like super random pls.
And stupid too to add to it. heh.
Look look! =)
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6:24 AM
I WROTE THIS POST ON WED NIGHT AND IT WILL BE POSTED LATER SO DON'T GET CONFUSED BY THE FACTS.
Hah. I cant keep this really stupid grin off my face. =p
Haha. like I called, hear her sis’s voice then woah.
Actually hear her(honeybun) spoke in mly a bit.
Goshgosh. Haha. whats wrong with me pls.
Yeah. Hahhahaha. I really think im going nuts! X)
Anyways, honeybun foreverrr! =DDD
Ok, im getting a little over-excited. *slaps myself*
Back to the world of REALITY now!
Ei. Actually I dunno what to talk about. =/
Oh. did I say that today I managed to flick her hair in the hall and she was cute enough not to even know who it was until I told her? =D
Gosh. Im getting the honeybun disease! Wow. Ok.
Im crapping too much now.
Whatever, but now I cannot think of anything else except for the voice ringing and ringing in my head. Lalalala~
Im as crazy as liy is over zakk. =p
And and, I have a confession to make ppl listen up!
HONEYBUN ROCKS!!!!! =D
Hahahaha. Siti knows the best over my obsession over honeybun.
Maybe hanna too but I dunno.
And zan, sum, dada knows very well too.
They claim im obsessed over my seniors
So not true!
Im only obsessed over HONEYBUN!! =D
Hah. Ooh.
But everytime I say I wanna give smth to my snr, be it letters or gifts,
They would go like, "is it for _______(whatever term they call her=HONEYBUN)?"
Hahaha. Cute cute.
Anyways ppl, hah. My tablet acc, the one under 'administrator' the password is...you-should-know-what. Hints hints. Hahahahhaa.
Im off to do some other productive stuff.
Ohoh! And I realize that tmr is Thursday!!! =DDD
Which means, same recess *grins grins*
But that's bad, cause fri is our csp and I haven't studied a single thing! Screams!
Anyways, so sad I just found out that Wilber pan will be appearing at tmr's s.i.
And I gave my tix away to latha and ben.
But that's not the point, my sis still have 2 more tix
The point is, we will be having an impt family dinner so there's no way I can skip or. Or my sis. =(
We even asked my mum and obviously she said no la.
But hey. Look on the bright side, WE'LL GET MONEY FROM MY GRANDPA! =D
Haha. im getting so high today
I wonder if I'll faint if I see her in a bikini. Lol. JOKING!
àim not sucha pervert ok!
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6:10 AM
Today can never be suckier.
I actually didn't wanna blog but yea. Siti says I should blog.
From one bad thing to another, it just cant stop till now!
In the morn, I wanted to wake up early to study for my chi la. But my phone damn screwed I put alarm never ring one.
So woke up at norm time and got no time to study.
While walking to school, I looked like a fool man.
Cause hnz was smsing me, then I was replying. When finish alr le I thought I dropped my paper while walking and smsing so I went all the way back searching for it and ppl give me this weird look. But then after I cannot find, I finally found it in my tablet bag! !@#$% I don't rmb putting it there!
But ohwells. Oh. and ernie, me and the girl who always walk behind me to school have the same phone! Not what la but its like so !@#$% cause everyday, we would all like walk near each other.
Then like noone else except the three of us so its like very funny if our friends sms us and like we all take out the same phone. Haha. very coincidental can.
Then uh. Oh. mass run I dunno why I ran so damnit fast! I was so shocked myself and sum actually kept up with me!
Im partly guilty and proud.
Proud cause she never ran so fast before and guilty because whenever I ask if im going too fast or if she can cope, she would say its ok. And I say if she cannot take it, just slow down so I will slow down too or just walk but she didn't do so its like she's forcing herself like tt.
Then sci was ok lor.
Mly. Don't talk bout it man.
Kartinie asked those who wear coloured bras to move to one side after class.
I just asked her if the school accept light brown, she thought I was wearing light brown then and asked me to stand too. wth! (I was wearing BLACK! But still its so not obvious and she got it all wrong!)
Then yea. Screw her man. Made us wear the disgusting school bra that one. Waste money only.
(actually its not that bad its like the kind I usually wear that one, just very itchy!!) And I was cursing non stop for more than an hour. Ahha. Ferind should know well I just couldn't stop cursing her!
I was so damn pissed la. Cause a lot of ppl don't have the integrity to own up too.
I was pissed not cause I got booked or anth.
Cause its damn unfair!
Like you see, ain's and amira's one plus the rest too, it wasn't obvious!!
Just cause kartinie saw SOME of the straps and yea.
I mean like duh, not obvious cause we were wearing pe shirt mah.
And I think she was bad mooding cause she went round the canteen demeriting ppl for the slightest reasons. Screw her pls!
And I think she heard me cursing her.
Cause I was cursing her like mad to Rachel and didn't realize that she was behind the pillar demeriting ZANITA!
Like can you believe it, ZANITA leh! =( boo her!
But yea. Who cares if she hears me or not.
To think that she WAS my most fav teacher.
It was true what she said during the afternoon period.
No matter how many good deeds you have done, once you do smth wrong, you will turn that person’s perception bout you totally 180 degrees around.
I wonder if she was referring to herself...hmm...
Anyways, recess I was pissed with frh and kqy. Sum should know why. But that carol can still laugh can you believe it! >=(
I was next damn pissed with cherlyn. Whatever la she wont waste my time blogging bout her. She can just scram.
Then cme, I was so damn pissed with tcy too and I think she can sense it obviously!
She talked to the class bout the sch rules and all and also included the COLOURED BRAS part cause that kartinie must've told her.
I was like retaliating but not so loud and I tsk-ed at everything she said and kept rolling my eyes. Gosh.
Then el was ok la. Oh, actually no!!
I found out abt smth and my eye suddenly began tearing I dunno why and I look like I was gonna cry and all then nat was giving me this 'HUH' look.
Sheesh. Private stuff. I told sab anyways, at least don’t have to keep it to myself.
Then csp test was horrid damn it.
Think im gonna do badly. There goes my reward from my mum! Boohoo!
Ok. I dunno what else to say im too tired.
Oh. I forgot to add in, I got angry with honeybun too cause...you wont understand! Gahh! This is so disappointing!
Ok I'd better go now. Byebye.
(I skipped out a lot of those minor bad stuff that happened to me cause waste of space on my blog!)
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6:07 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
hello ppl
i totally LOVE this blogskin
but i dunno why its so screwed!
someone who knows how to edit it PLEASE HELP ME YEA!
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6:06 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
I dunno why, even though each time I say that I hate you, you always remain as my NUMBER ONE in my heart always. Love ya. Muakies. =) know that you are always loved by ME!
Anyways, freaky. Hanna seems to know like everything! Yikes!
And when aliffah help me send the thing to THAT class, fad and gang saw me passing to aliffah and asking her to help me.
Them: "for farrah ah?"
Me: "No"
Them: "then? For hwee boon ah?"
Me: "NO"
Aiyoh. Why they always think of me (me+4S2=farrah/hweeboon)
Goshgosh. What's the world's coming to?
They so missed out on my honeybun how dare they =/
I LOVE MY HONEYBUN! <333
Anyways, I dunno why but honestly I don't care what other ppl think of me or say to me
However I dunno why too but like whatever Hanizah says to me and about me like affect me a whole lot.
See whats happening to me now. Im dead. X(
-you got me sprung up and I don't care who sees-
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6:37 AM
I realized I owe zan 2 lollipops, aliffah one and lava one! For helping me do(deliver) stuff! Gosh. And im so broke now! Need to pay mei for cookies(which my mum refused to pay cause she said I want it so I have to pay it myself! Wth!), ben(funfair money..blabla. forty bucks at that. Stupid thing), dada's gift (cause sum thought I bought alr and I though sum bought alr. Like sow silly tell me =/ )
Upcoming b’days which are a MUST to give:
Hannah (15/8) she inspred me so much with her posts and encouraging words! Everything that she put up in her blog bout all those kinda stuff really affected me positively =) if not for her, I wouldn’t be able to find solace now.
Sis (3/9) she got me this expensive pretty shirt for my bday so I SHOULD get smth for her on her bday too
Rachie (21/9) OMG! I'll kill myself I don't get her anth or worse, forget it! I know she's DYING for those markers! Haha! love love love!
Ok. Maybe not that much but still! Im so broke! =(
Which also reminds me of the upcoming tests/events:
Math CT (14/8) die! My math sucks like anything! How?! And my stupid tutors keeps postponing my class how to study properly tell me.
CSP test (18/8) die la! Tcy wont give us much notes like she always do. I know. She purposely never give one cause I always never do workbook and she say she take a lot from workbook.
And I've been topping the class a number of times, THUS she must've feel that I don't deserve it cause she know I only memorise everything off the list last minute. Evil no?!
YMC meeting! (19/8) yay! Im so happy to get tgt with my fellow ymc-ers agn! =D and and, the reason why im looking forward to it is cause abg faizal and kak siti wanna treat the presenters to the cheesy bites from pizza hut cause we did well for our presentation and our part also come out a bit on the news! =DD also, we'll be discussing bout the trip that one and the fund-raising in our sch. =)) love love!
DNT CT (21/8) so lazy wanna study! Like I nvr really study properly for dnt cause its so...stupid. Like im gonna be a carpenter or technician when I grow up.
Gala dinner (2/9) angklung gonna perform! Yay! We can do it! =D besides that fact, sam will be there too! =p
HOLIDAYS!!!! (3/9-10/9) woohoo! Finally can catch up on everything that I need to catch up. And of course, wake up late and stay out late and go out, whatever I wanna do! =D
WHICH ALSO REMINDS ME OF THE THING I DIEDIE MUST DO!:
Art- supp to give by fri!
Mly compo- gosh! I've been holding on to it for like weeks but keep forgetting to hand in!
Mly compre and review- very easy one la
Math corrections- 'if nvr do, I will give you one more demerit' like whatever la choy. Loser im beginning to dislike him more. Give such stupid empty threats. Bleh.
DNT- wow. Im the dnt rep and I still haven't handed in for weeks! Just like my mly too. =/ gahh. Im so stupid and forgetful what to do la.
Sci hmwk and download worksheet from mlg + print out- er?? I can do it all in 10 mins one.
Study 24/7 for math- I MUST DO IT! but sad I don't have all the time to study =(
Start studying for chi- or I'll end up failing boo!
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6:33 AM
Ok. Today not much to say. Just um. I cant rmb!
Oh! mass run, was ok dunno why but I keep running and running so fast and like seriously, my legs refused to stop or slow down, but I kept going faster and faster until dada gave up catching up with me. Gosh. What happened to me?!
Sci, mly, nothing much. Gosh. Speaking of that, reminds me of smth which aliffah help me do on our way to mly classroom. =)))
Yeah. Then recess I was so irritated!
Cause like these two irritating monkeys, HANIZAH ISMAIL and NOOR FARRAH SHIEQEEN both from 4S2 just anyhow cut the queue. And like my good friends (mly friends le) were just behind and the queue so long some more! I was like totally pissed off I swear I could just punch them in the face.. and guess what? They only got their food like 10 mins later only!
I got so angry buay tahan alr then I complained to samat and sum kept laughing cause she claimed I was reacting in a funny way! Bluek!
So yeah, samat went to talk to them (he should've scolded and slapped them instead man!) and I dunno what he say la
Ask that stupid HANIZAH BTICH (she called me a bitch first what) then she don't wanna say. Hmph. Must be smth not good (obviously right!)
Haha! padan muke!
And I got more pissed off when they just left like that without clearing their rubbish!
Trust me I was fuming like mad I could've just exploded!
I wanna punch, kick them!
I said to zan I even wanna write (conplain) to mrs lee bout the two of them and make them do 1000 hrs of detention! Should serve them right.
Ok. Shouldn't waste the space on my blog anymore le just because of them.
Cme was ok. Very boring and el was stupid!
Had to run all over the sch just to find dictionaries! Wth. And finally got my dictionary from 1g3! =/ which is like super far from our classroom, at the other end!
Then the vocab thing was so darn stupid.
Had csp after sch.
Was so !@#$% (no comments le)
Then hahaha! Me and hanna wrote this ANONYMOUS letter to this someone and its so funny!
Hehe. And asked lava to help me post instead so as not to arouse any suspicion. Heh
Me and Rachel will be having an anonymous-letter-writing session! Hahaha! So funny! =p
Nights! Heh. Write so much alr very tired le!
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6:29 AM
Im blogging for the sake of blogging. Haha. ok. Im bored now la.
SHALL START WITH YEST! (cause the other days like...sucks.)
I can only rmb what happened last night! Hee.
Got like a few extra tix so wasteful so my younger sis tagged along.
Then saw val. Woah. She's like getting crazier and crazier day by day. Crazy woman. =/
Then then reesha was with her guy! Woots! (I think. HAHA!)
Then like not so many ppl la, compared to Wednesdays one.
Yupp. And they give free ricola sweets some more! =D
Me and elder sis stood at the front while aunt and younger sis sat somewhere at the back. When they actually can like sit beside jon's mum! !@#$%
Was not bad la except for the fact that I was so damnit worn out.
And it was nice, cause during result shows, can interact more with the idols esp before and after the show and during the commercial breaks.
Then like cause gurmit was the host right, then he obviously got to read the results first la.
Then during the commercial break when he was reading it right, his eyes became like so watery and he kept shaking his head la. Then like all of us were like 'oh no!', thinking must be someone damn good
Then when he announce that jon was in bottom four, we all started tearing and holding hands and praying alr! So scary!
Then when it was announced that rahimah didn't make, I sort of cried a bit also la.
Like very sad. Honestly, she has a great personality. She's actually a very sweet girl
And the fans standing at the stage there were all like hugging her until she nearly fell of the stage! Haha!
Was a nice one.
Ohoh! And we took pics with PRIMERO!
The cute guy who got into si and got kicked out. Rmb? Heh.
Ohs. Anyways, got a lot weird comments from um. Strangers.
Cause we made friends with this two gals in front of us who also support jon! xD
Then like the Indian girl didn't even know me and my sis are sisters cause we so don't look alike.
Ok, that I can accept.
But she thought that we were mixed, mly dad and chi mum! Hahaha!
And she actually asked me how to say FATHER-IN-LAW in chi! Lol. Inside joke. =p
So, then when I say I take mly, she thought that I chose to take mly instead of chi. Bah.
Then after that she got it that we are pure mlys. Sheesh.
And and. Haha. the other one I shall not say cause so malu le! Yikes!
Hehh
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6:26 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
hahaha
now im looking forward to tonight!!
hee
found out that reesha coming too!
heh heh
miss my bitch <3
wow
i got a total 180 degrees change of mood in just like, what, less than an hour?
hahaha
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12:52 AM
i dunno what to post abt
im NOT looking forward to tonight anyways.
though i know many out there are dying for the oppurtunity that i have
guess why im pissed
im feeling so shitty
no, not because of the whole hanizah thingy
im just having my mood swings
ignore me
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12:01 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
I had never been so happy as far as I can rmb.
Today was like totally awesome.
I mean the celebration in sch.
Started out quite ok then had to report for angklung.
The concert was so nice!
Totally loved the community singing and esp. the fashion parade! Haha!
It was great, the best national day celeb I ever had in my life.
We were singing and dancing like nobody's business.
Also, I think that the angklung team had done the best among all our performances over the past two years. Im so proud of everyone, esp. the new members who joined this yr who are so willing to learn and improve. =)))
I enjoyed our performance..
Haha. and the part where we all secretly join in the community singing and the crescent cheer so loudly when we were alr at the stage, preparing for our performance.
Anyways, after that sum didn't follow me =((
So went with siti, Hanna, aisyah, paddy, niki, Priya and aish to bugis. =)
Had quite a nice time.
I suddenly rmb what siti, hanna and aisyah said.
I was showing them this really adorable dog/puppy soft toy that was meant for someone.
Then this was how it went: (though I don't rmb exactly every single word..)
Hanna: Eh. From who ah, your boyfriend ah?
Me: no..
Siti: no la, its from her girlfriend.
Hanna: Girlfriend?
Me: huhhh?
Siti: her going-to-be girlfriend (or smth..)
Me: don't crap! Its not from someone, its for someone, cause its her bday.
Hanna: aiyah. She's still aiming la.
Aisyah: no need to aim la. Next time just shoot straight away..
HAHAHA. Its funny if you get what it means.
Oh. we ate kfc and even though siti and I shared a meal, its still like a lot la!
And hate the cashier guy or whatever his position is called.
So dumb don't even know how to count properly.
I paid him 8 bucks and he's supp to return to me 1.70
But he only returned 5 cents and took so damn friggin long just to figure out everything and gave me back the correct amount. Idiot.
Then walked arnd a bit.
Took neos. Turned out horribly.
And Priya is ALWAYS missing with niki.
Er. I guess that's my day.
Kinda short but it's a sweet one. =))
I dunno why god choose to answer only some of my prayers and not others.
Its strange.
Like lets see.
Last time, last week I think, I had a leg cramp while walking to school
Ok. Not really a leg cramp but my legs hurts like hell.
It started in the morn and it got worse and worse.
So I was scared cause I was getting late for sch and I still had a long way to go.
I was limping and then I prayed to god for him to take away the pain.
Miracles of miracles, the pain totally dissipated!
I was like so thankful then.
Also, that time, a few months back, i prayed to god bout the qinya thing.
(you don't need to know the inside details..)
Then thank god, he answered to my prayers.
Though it took me quite some time to actually realize that he granted exactly what I prayed.
Bless him. Now, we are all living in peace and harmony. Ahha. Sounds wrong.
Yupp. That's it, just to name a few.
But till now, I have been praying for this for so long but so far, I don't see him answering to my prayers.
I don't see anything wrong in what I prayed.
Ok. Maybe I should be more patient
Maybe he's just trying to test me with handling the toughest issues in life.
Or maybe just that he know I can do it by myself without his help…
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6:32 AM
Monday, August 07, 2006
i just rmb what someone said
she said that 'you are not that good-looking'
but nvm
you will always the prettiest angel in my eyes
dont worry =)
you will always have my love and support
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6:06 AM
its so funny
why im feeling this way
i know that happiness cant last long
'if i could, then i would
i'll go wherever you will go
way up high
or down low
i'll go wherever you will go'
and i suddenly rmb what shah sang the other day
and i swear i almost cried listening to it
like the way he sang it, its so touching and super nice that it can make anyone's heart melt
sigh
brings back so much memories
but good that i can at least vent my anger and disappointment at smth else and not blowing up at hnz agn.
im feeling so fucking lousy now
just leave me alone
*and i cant believe i just said that i wont be talking to you ever agn*
im feeling so childish
hey, but look who's the one who is getting more and more immature day by day
acting like a little kid who follow everything by the nose and a dont-know-anything girl.
i swear if i could turn back time, i would tell you everything.
trust me.
on a lighter note, pbl is gone FOREVER!
but i really pity the ppl who handed in late and could not submit or smth
at least thats what i heard. there was a long queue outside the lab as those ppl handed i before 5 and i dunno if they will still accept.
also, performance tmr. kinda looking forward to it cause i believe it will be a great one
pray to god that it will
and im grateful to god for what he has done for me
cause yes, i don believe in miracles and retributions
i've seen it for myself
i've seen a miracle, yes, but i want to be the one to make another great miracle happen to you
i'll cherish you till the end of time, dont worry
rmb, i used to say that i would always be there in your last moments in life
i'll still treat you as i do now fifty years down the road
i promise and i wont break it i swear love
ok i dunno what else to say
tata
xHANISAHx
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5:25 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
im getting more and more obsessed over her day by day
gosh
whats wrong with me?
someone come slap me now
i dont wanna cling to her like a leech
but i want to be with her all the time
hurr
im crapping cause im missing you!
looking forward to thursday and friday recesses
HANIZAHsee, what a beautiful namei wanna carve it onto my heart forever
love ya
xHANISAHx
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6:03 AM
im so sad. hanizah just abandoned me alone =(((
im bored.
come back baby, come backi will be waiting for you under the cherry tree =)cause you know i need youto give me strength and happinessi shall wait, no matter how long it takesremember that...I LOVE YOUdoodoodooyou make me feel so trueyou never make me feel blueyou know i've been longing to say these words,I LOVE YOUyes its true, im not lying to youjust a glimpse of you make my knees go weakand make my heart skip a beatyou know its true, you cant deny it toothese words that i say to you,I LOVE YOUnow look me in the eyeand make me sure that its you,the person that im looking forit cant be better than thisoh cause you always know thatI LOVE YOUso many hearts and kissescant you see it alli dont wanna say I LOVE YOU anymorei know its uselessso come give me a hug,and a peck on my cheekand be sure that these words will come out,I LOVE YOUoh there i go againi cant get over youyou're too good to be trueoh my baby, what can i doI LOVE YOU(yes baby, i love you)
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5:53 AM
Saturday was great! =) (though it was damn tiring and I had to wake up early)
Went for ymc in the morn and had to report at like 7.30 so early right!
Then a bit of rehearsal and yea. Sec ones came. Went on ok but there's like so little sec ones! Last yr our batch there's like arnd 3 times more.
Then frm crescent only THREE came! So pathetic! Last yr nearly all the mly girls in our batch came. And currently, there's 15 frm cgs and I can safely say that it has the most number of ppl from a sch in our batch. =)
Anyways, presentation was so screwed up! My fault cause I didn't memorize the lines but ppl say it wasn't obvious at all though I add some impt key words that are not there at all and jumbled up the facts, like SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY, CIVIC AWARENESS, MORALLY UPRIGHT and I dunno whatever crap. Heh. But abang faizal and kak siti will treat the 4 of us to pizza! Yay!
Then during break so funny.
The four of us (me, amira, aqilah and ain) were starving and we took a lot of food and pastries, cakes and stuff. Heh.
Then me and aqilah got so addicted to the cream puffs we kept eating and eating from the tray and we kept saying 'just one more, last one' but we kept eating and eating till we have to go in! haha.
So, it went on quite well all in all.
and we came out in the news and our presentation bit was also shown on the news! ahha
Afters, went to town with they all. Grp separated with nat's.
It was so fun! Hah. Me and aqilah kept commenting on the gorgeous dresses at Daniel yan’s! haha. now we know where we can buy lovely dresses in future (but like as if my mum will allow me to wear those sleeveless...)
Then went arnd and have 'CHEAP THRILLS' (quoted from liy)
Hahaha, very funny pls. esp the monkey monkey one! And EGO LIY! Haha.
Siti lost her ez link card afters. She got so worried me and her searched through the whole heeren just to find it.
Gave up and went to the reception desk there.
And surprise surprise! Someone returned it there. But its not just SOMEONE. It was chen liping! Heh. And she happens to be an ex-crescentian too. =))
Went to cine again after tt to go for roadshow. Friends left halfway.
So I was stuck with sis and the same cuzzies again. But it was so entertaining!
I squeezed to the front there. And damn la! All the 8 contestants sign this sling bag, the ex kind tt one, and inside got 4 tix!
I nearly got the purple one that rahimah threw but this stupid damn tall guy beside me got it without even having to jump! Unfairness!
But nvm, we got like six tix from jon's mum but it was for thur's one. But still. Its good enough.
And his mum so sweet that day, but that makes me feel like...a baby.
Haha. you wont get it.
Then had autograph session! I took autograph and shook hands with everyone. Actually rahimah not bad you know, she very nice. And nurul's the nicest (even though I hate to admit it).
Jon rmb me =)))
And when I was below waving the thing with his name that one, he saw and he was like mouthing the wrods thank you so much, waved and blew a kiss! Oohhh.
It was great and then hung out at macs and chatted a lot.
Wanna share this funny one.
My cuz, who's like so crazy over jon, said she wanna go up and only take jon's autograph.
Then know what, she really did it ok! So funny!
She skipped joakim and went to jon.
Then after each one sign, they are supp to pass on to the next one right, jon passed to paul.
Paul wanted to sign but my cuz just took it away.
And paul was like 'eh?'
And my cuz just like smile sheepishly and pretend tt she didn't know paul haven't sign and gave him back to sign.
Then after paul sign, she went off! Ahhahahaha! Very hilarious can!
So funny. Anyways, went home, had to go for religious class straight away and I was so tired! My mum don't allow skip la like whatever.
Then cabbed there and waste all my money on the fare AND my sis refused to chip in! so stupid.
Then I was bad-mooding then. Hah. Ok. I have nth else to say I guess.
Tata!
xHANISAHx
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5:25 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
today is so tiring i have no energy to blog
got ymc launch tmr! ahh! havent memorised script
anyways, siti was so damn sick! HAHA. shant elaborate.
and and. aida so mean! she go and chat with david and say that i like him!
hmph!
haha
i have nth else to say.
bbye
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5:29 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Im feeling so shitty right now. Sigh. But what to do.
Yest was ok la. Cause I skipped angklung. For the first time in the whole year. See I so guai. Yeah then saw HER on the way home, in the mrt and lrt. What a sweet one.
Night went for that thing with sis and 2 cousins.
Reesha looks so !!! haha. so diff from the last time I saw her. Very chio.
Then the idols all came and we were split up into the fan groups.
It was nice. =)))
Jon said I sound like jasmine!!! =D
I was talking to my cousin and he was like, 'eh! Your voice sounds like jasmine leh!'
And I was like 'huh?? No!'
And he kept insisting saying yes, yes. Hah.
Then I took photo with him! So nice! His cheek was like damn close to mine and he even hugged me ok!! =)
And and, he even rmb my name!
Cause he used my pen to sign his autograph then he forgot to give back and used it to sign some other autographs.
And then he was like 'eh? Hanisah, hanisah, your pen' and he handed the pen to me! X)
That's nice right. So touched. Haha. whatever la hanisah you talking so much crap today. Hehh.
And when he had to leave and me and many others were asking him for just one more autograph, he signed mine! Yay! =D
And and! When they got back to their rooms, which is on the second floor, jon and joakim go and peek out of the window, open it and say hi and chat a bit with us! So nice pls! haha. and it was great since like most of them were alr gone and only like a small bunch left.
But the stupid manager woman saw it and DEMANDED them to go back in and roll down the blinds! So mean pls! =(
So, all in all, it had been a fantastic night. BUT...yeah. I was like so !@#$%. I DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE OK. And for the rest of the night I felt so ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------.
Today was OK la. Mass run was BAD since sec4s are no longer running with us. How sad pls. I really mean it. no motivation to run or whatsoever.
Then sum claimed it was the best mass run she ever had in the past 2 yrs cause she was like laughing and enjoying herself and walking throughout the whole thing. Mly was ok too. kartinie wasn't in a bad mood alr.
Math. Damn. The paper was so friggin hard pls. I almost cried ok. I don't wanna flunk my math. My mood and lack of confidence is pulling me down so much. I know I can do it if I set my mind to it. cause for the last test, I did considerably well as I hardly pass any math test and found out quite a number of ppl failed it.
Then recess and dnt. Was ok la saw someone on the way and its like so...HEARTBREAKING! Ok. Actually not someone, these two ppl who shall not be named.
Cs was ok. I was pissed with someone cause she was using my tablet to check her mail, surf blogs and chat on msn when I entrusted her to find pics and stuff for our pbl website. And when I talk nicely to her, she replied rudely back to me. So you can see why I became angry.then had the stupid sci survey thin was so stupid la!
I slept like a quarter of the time and while I was reading the questions, I dozed off a lot of times. Haha. so funny when I think of it. cause the questions so long winded and im so tired!
then yeah. zanita borrowed my tablet and so guitly my tablet batt died when they were doing their pbl and the file was lost! =(
i dunno what else to say
im hoping for your call..
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6:14 AM
i like the feel of your name on my lips
i like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
the way that your fingers run through my hair
and how your scent lingers even when you're not there
i like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
and how you enjoy your two hour bath
and i like the innocent way that you cry
at sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times
i love the way you love me,
strong and wild, slow and easy,
heart and soul, so completely.
i love, the way you love me.
and i could list a million things
i love to like about you.
they all come down to one reason,
i could never live without you.
i love this one =)
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6:10 AM
Church;